Forgiveness is for you, not for them.

Recently, I found it hard to forgive a person and each time I tried, my mind would throw numerous why(s) and how(s) at me, leaving me wondering, “Is it worth it? Does he deserve my apology?” Even worse, he didn’t ask for one. And when people don’t feel sorry or justify their actions, does it not get annoying to the extent that the thought of it interrupts you every minute of the day, appearing in the weirdest forms possible? After a series of failed attempts, feelings of anger and disappointment kept coming back to me. No amount of advice seemed to work out, not even positive self-talk.

It was then that I came across a psychology blog and found an article with the title, How to forgive someone when it seems impossible” and saw a faint light of hope travel towards me. I went on to read it. This one line I came across has stayed with me ever since: “People have a misconception about forgiveness. Forgiveness isn’t something you do for the person who wronged you; it’s something you do for yourself.” 

Forgiveness is not an act of mercy, or pity, that ok, “I forgive you, now stay away from me, you (whatever you’d like to call the person).” It’s about knowing with all your heart that what happened, has happened and you are a fool to still hold onto it. People forgive to simply show that they are over a particular situation, but have they truly let go of their grievances and judgments about the person and allowed themselves to heal? 

What they fail to realize is, that, forgiving someone is not an end point. It’s the beginning of a new phase, a happy mind and a light heart. Whether the person deserves it or not, you deserve to free yourself from feelings of hurt and resentment or the will to take a revenge. Perhaps the hardest thing to do is forgive a person who isn’t sorry, who doesn’t feel even an ounce of regret or guilt for having hurt you. But, the sad truth is, you can’t change someone who doesn’t see an issue with their actions. So why not change your own perception towards the entire situation? 

The first step is to ask yourself: Do I want to forgive? Why or why not? This will help you analyse the entire situation once again. Do this with a clear and unbiased mind. Try to step into the shoes of the person who harmed you. Do you think they experienced suffering too? That could be the case. After all, if a person makes you suffer, it’s only because he’s suffering deep within himself. Even if that’s not so, whatever happened made you stronger and wiser. 

The second step is to know that by forgiving, you are accepting the reality of what happened and finding a way to be cool with it. You will still remember what happened, but no longer be bound or controlled by it. 

The third step is to just let it be, and let it go. Science says, “Forgiveness is important for your mental and physical health.” Of course! How relieving must it be to finally get rid of prolonged negative emotions! This is not for their benefit. This is for YOU. Then why not? 

-Muskan Lamba (27.06.2017)

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21 thoughts on “Forgiveness is for you, not for them.

    1. Yes, exactly! I think Psychology is one subject everyone should study, irrespective of their streams. It helps one be a better person through and through. I am absolutely in love with the subject! You should do a light reading of it too, in your free time. ❤️

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  1. For my biggest hurts, forgiveness has been a process. At first I prayed for the willingness to forgive, because I didn’t want to. Then, I made the decision to forgive. Over the years, I forgave a little more. The more I forgave, the more I let go of resentments, the more room it made in my life for something better.

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    1. It has been a very similar process for me. I think, forgiveness requires a lot of courage and strength, which is hard to bring forth from within. So, even I start off with a prayer, “I must be compassionate enough, to myself and the other person.” It used to be very hard initially, but gradually, as I learnt the significance of forgiving, I realized that it isn’t as tough as it seems to be. I whole-heartedly agree with the last point – the more you forgive, the more there is space for the better things in life, because you are letting go of negativity right from the roots of your life. Thank you very much for your comment!❤️

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    1. Yes, that is absolutely true. As long as one sticks to the hurt, one becomes a prisoner to his past.
      While we replace this hurt with forgiveness, we make space for warmth and empathy. And ofcourse, free ourselves from a lifetime of negative emotions.
      Thank you very much for your comment!✨

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  2. And the other part of forgiveness, just as important, is to forgive yourself ! There are great lessons to be learnt by truly working through forgiveness, including thanking the other (from your heart not necessarily face to face) for the grace and blessing of the lesson you have been given … thank you so much for the follow, Muskan 🙂

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  3. A further step to forgiveness is to realise that you can do it in stages.
    Can I forgive? No.
    Can I forgive half the injury? We.e.ell…
    Can I forgive a quarter? Yeah, I think I can manage that.
    At first this sounds silly. What, after all, does forgiving half mean? But if we use our imagination, we find that actually, it works. Little by little we are able to forgive entirely, and then, as you say, we ourselves are free form the weight of resentment that we’ve been carrying.

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    1. This is a great advice. I absolutely agree with you and will keep this in my mind the next time I find it hard to forgive someone. Thank you so much for taking out time to write these valuable words!🌻🌺

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